Touched

First and foremost, I'm really sorry for the webs a.k.a. sawangs. Hehe. Just managed to find some leisure time despite of my hectic time as a student. Sort of, not really actually. Being a busy bee on weekdays, but still could 'goyang kaki' on weekend with family at 'rumah manis rumah'. Alhamdulillah.

Lately having some difficulties to get use to my situation. Yup, life won't be 'that' beautiful if you never move on. Make the days yours. And try your best to live your today better than yesterday. And tomorrow should be better than today.

In life, there're too much knots that have to be untied. But alhamdulillah, still keep believing and chanting my confidence up high. No matter what, I know He's there to listen. I believe that He's the one who sends those trials and tribulations. And it's just nice and really grateful to be a muslim, where you believe that those won't be sent without strength. Perfect package! :)

On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. (Al-Baqarah, 286)

Didn't I tell you so? I put my ultimate trust in Allah that He is the only who could make me strong!

Reminiscing the past could make me smile today, how wonderful and awesome it is to have such memories. The moment where you feel like nobody could even understand you. Or you yourself didn't even want to tell anybody. (I chose that just to test myself.) And learn how to rely what you're having up to the hilt. Entirely everything at that very certain moment, just Him. Subhanallah, it was such a nice feeling. Taking His words as the ultimate source of inspiration and motivation. Indeed He never fails to give us the perfect and the most suitable words to support, encourage and boost the spirit.

The greatest words of motivation I've ever hold on to,
So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief. (Ash-Sharh, 4)

Not convinced enough? He made it twice. :)

Verily with every difficulty there is relief. (Ash-Sharh, 5)

Just sometimes, there's no reason at all why do we feel like have been thrown and stumbled into such a deep hole. A terrifying ravine, if you want to. You may feel angry, hatred, grudge, and all those negative thoughts that could come up in your mind, just say it. And you may cry. Crying doesn't mean you're weak. It means that you've been strong for such a long time actually. Regardless who you are, be it a woman or even a man. Ask your ego to bow down for a while, can't you? Even for only a drop of tears, just cry. Without knowing for what purpose you're crying.

No reason eh? There is actually, it's just that yourself couldn't see it, for some other reasons. And that made me think somehow. After all, perhaps, after bearing and feeling such 'pain' (name it yourself), what would you have at the end? I always end up those moments with self-reflection (muhasabah). Introspection, that's more I like to say it. Yup, just muhasabah the way you want it. Speak to yourself, anything. Make it nice and lovely for you to listen, those positives one. As an addition, you may read the translation of the Quran, any verse that you would prefer. Read it with your heart and soul, insyaAllah, it will touch you. :)

And then you shall get the result, boosted spirit! InsyaAllah. So, didn't u see it?

As the conclusion, back to the words of motivation from surah Ash-Sharh I've suggested before. You may seek no answers, but just keep on struggling to find the truth. No pain, no gain. Right? Feel happy to experience it yourself. And share with me if you want to. ^_^

So that was it. Just want to vanish out those sawangs actually. Don't have so much idea currently. Just wrote something from the bottom of the heart. So that it will reach others' too. InsyaAllah.

Last but not least, I just got this quote from facebook. And it really touched me.

‎"Be angry, you have that right. Be hurt, that is your right also, cry, whatever helps. But don’t forget that Allah is all Merciful and everything works according to His planning. There is no a tear that falls that He doesn’t see. Innocence may be lost and hearts may be broken but Allah will mend them all with His love. Prayer works faster than cursing those that have hurt you. Turn to Allah and ask Him to comfort you. For now, that’s all we can do. One day justice will be had. Sabr (Patience) is a virtue."